Nerves are starting to set in.

If there is anything I hate about drama, its auditioning.

I just really wish I could get a lead this year, but that’s a joke. I’m not good enough.

I feel so much less stressed right now.

Eating cookie dough cheesecake (and having lunch at the cheesecake factory), catching up on glee/smash, re-watching holy musical b@man, and coloring in a coloring book made me feel so much better. I worked on some of the audition material, which I need to start memorizing. I swear, I even think my voice sounded better at choir than it did all week, which means my allergies may be clearing up! :)

I’m all packed for the band trip Friday, and I’m going to go to bed before 11 for like the first time in the last two weeks. This is awesome.

I’ll start working on projects and studying for Physics tomorrow, and continuing to really perfect my audition. I just really needed a day to de-stress. :)

So uh… my dad came by. He’s here. And I very rarely play new music because I’m so paranoid about losing it. So he’s heard all the songs a couple of times, but he very rarely just gets to sit there and jam out to it. So I gave him a special treat. I gave him headphones and my iPod just to rock out while I was doing my photoshoot… and rock out he did.